Lost.

Though i am lost now....but Mum helped me out!I LOVE Mum!No words can express it.Believe or not,My Mum will be my my center of everything now!(bestie too!)

To Mum:
Though i dont think you will read this.....but i still want to write it down.
Mum,though we quarrel sometimes,shout at each other,get pissed off by one another....
I still love you!Mum,after daddy left 10 years ago to somewhere far away earlier then us....You are everything i had left in the world!Nothing can replace you.Sometimes when you scold me,i get angry(normal people will too,okay:D)Lol.But if i would look back now...how will my life be without you?I will be an orphan who no one will even bother to scold me let even care!Many people i know hurt me deeply...nothing can be change now.But because of you,i stand up again.I get my courage and strength from you,do you know that?Mum,I LOVE YOU.Thank you for giving birth to me and thank you once again for teaching me all the values though there will be more to learn from myself.Not forgetting Dad,though you left us but you are always and Forever on my heart!Daddy!I love You too!

To Dad:
Daddy....i really miss you.Do you know that?I really yearn for just One day.ONE day will do,to spend time with you?I just cant remember the times we spend together?WHY?!At least i would have a memory on you...but now i dont have.I want it too...and it will always live in my heart.I MISS YOU!Cant continue anymore...Dad,tear are flowing down my cheeks now...Dad...I love you!Good luck to you,okay.You very very long never come into my dreams,maybe you are trying to tell me that it is time to forget about the past and look forward to...


I wrote but will my wish come true?Will i be disappointed tomorrow?